cherry nails

i fear to live more than to die
these reflections abuse my mind
laughs to screams, i have to leave
this life has broken me

now it’s time to clog the drain
with artifacts and poisoned rain
no more hurtful words will leak
out of the mouth, where i speak

unrequited heart pumps for suicide
skips a beat, how it yearns to move for you

here we are,
in the silence we weaponized
used against each other
to prove whose love is stronger

blood drips down those cherry nails
signature across my face
swollen rainbows gifting me
devotion to your honesty

unrequited heart pumps for suicide
skips a beat, how it yearns to move for you
frequencies of butterflies inaudible
carcasses to circulate the catacomb

you help me question who i am,
but never care to learn the answer
echoes of lies, i wish i believed
a sober inhale of clarity

you help me question who i am,
but never care to learn the answer
echoes of lies, i wish i believed
a sober inhale of clarity

unrequited heart pumps for suicide
skips a beat, how it yearns to move for you
frequencies of butterflies inaudible
carcasses to circulate the catacomb

June 21st, 2024